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8/1/2023-4:44pm Painting a picture right now. The question is is this a new picture or a continuation of the one that I started a couple of months ago.??? Don’t know yet.

8/1/2023-3:34pm You ever have that moment of regret or wishing that you didn’t know about something or someone??? Whether it’s your favorite musician, athlete, celebrity, crush, best friend, spouse. Sucks when you learn this shit. Wishing you could unfind or unknow that info.

8/1/2023-3:53pm Having trouble trying to find something to listen to especially when you are mentally drained. Had a shitload of H.A.D. moments yesterday, I think. It’s a bitch when you’re literally exhausted from these mental issues that have been plaguing you since March if not November. What’s bad is that a couple of months ago,…

7/31/2023-11:59pm Today would’ve mark the 1 year celebration of me being with Amazon. A celebration that was 15 years in the making. That however ended in March. March 13/14 of 2023. Exactly 7 years to the day that I had problems back in 2016. Amazon had given me a chance. A shot at redemption. Hope.…

7/31/2023-9:26pm Did some voice over related stuff this morning. Did 3 recordings and each one of them had at least 4-5 outtakes. Enunciation on some of the words didn’t come out right, misreading on some others, stomach growl on another (that was funny). Learning how to edit the audio was something interesting. Didn’t know how…

7/31/2023-3:46pm (ASTN-Starlight) It’s funny how people want to fuck up your life. To throw your life off track. To portray you as the bad guy, the villain. How they go to great lengths to do this. Kelly did this from 2007-2016. Now Shelby and Daezhia. It’s funny. You live your life in a way that…

7/31/2023-12:21am I don’t want to think about anything today. And that’s the fucked up part because that requires trying, and I’m just about done with trying on anything. I don’t even want to be in my own home. I don’t don’t even want to be alive right now because I still don’t know what I’m…