VeryFine

7/31/2023-3:46pm (ASTN-Starlight)

It’s funny how people want to fuck up your life. To throw your life off track. To portray you as the bad guy, the villain. How they go to great lengths to do this. Kelly did this from 2007-2016. Now Shelby and Daezhia. It’s funny. You live your life in a way that some would deem it as Godly. That you do things a certain way. That you treat people a certain way. That you are more dependable then most others. That you live this life in this manner, that people question you and your choices. This makes people question you. This makes people scared. This makes people talk negatively behind your back. Why??? Do you question God??? Jesus??? Then why do you question me and the things that I do??? If I ask a question, I want the answer. You would want the same thing, and what happens when you don’t get it??? You get pissed off, discouraged. I ask a question, “Silence.” I apologize, “Silence.” I want to forgive you, to heal, “Silence.” You look at my blog when I wasn’t ready for you to see it. “Silence.” You blow it up. “Silence.” You look at the new blog; and like the old one before, someone other then myself tells you about it when I was about to. “Silence.” You look at my store. “Silence.”

The door is open. Always has been since Amazon. Since November. The IG messages. The TikTok message. Quit walking by it. Quit looking to see if I’m there. I kept track of the many times that you looked at me. When you were in areas that you shouldn’t have been. When you walked by, and literally 2-3 seconds later you walked right by again. U-turn. (and I’ve still kept track of the times that you’ve visited my blog, and my online store. I even know that it was you who just visited it yesterday around 11:am.

Funny thing with your visit to my store is this. This “person” has been to the blog. THE OLD BLOG!; VeryFineRight.blog, not VeryFine.blog. )

You were given so many opportunities to talk, but you chose not to. Funny because in the months after, Twitter and TikTok have taught me so many things. Here’s one of them……“No answer is still an answer.” So the question is this, once you either A.) read this or B.) are told of this by Shelby, are you going to keep walking by it; questioning yourself on if this is the moment; to steel yourself/to steady yourself or are you just going to walk away. To walk away and not look back, back at me. And the fucked up part is, you and Shelby have done the EXACT same thing that Kelly did all those years ago. Kept walking by; peeking in not wanting to say anything. Not wanting it to end. No closure. Funny, I needed the closure. To get her off of my mind. To get her to stop. Why would I want anything to do with someone when they’ve fucked up my life.

I apologized those 3 times so that it wouldn’t eat at you. So that it wouldn’t consume you like it has me throughout the years and even now with what you and Shelby have done and continue to do. You know the funny part is I was going to give you $500-$1000 on Christmas, to get myself out of the doghouse with you. And you were ungrateful for what you did get. Funny, you got something that I didn’t. You got 3rd apology PLUS an explanation AND $250. I didn’t even get anybody in my family a Christmas gift last year because I was trying to fix things with you and you just scoffed at me. No “thank you” from you, just an ass chewing 3 weeks later over something that I don’t recall why you did it.

So based off of this ^ alone, why are you looking at my blog??? Why are you looking at my store???? You obviously don’t plan on buying anything. Based off of the fact that you blocked me on TikTok as well back in May. Is what Shelby said here true????…..oh wait I know what the response here is going to be. “Silence.” Your family saw my blog, why???? What was the meaning behind that???

So you don’t want to talk, then don’t ever come back to my blog ever again. The same thing goes for my store.
Set your IG back to private and do like your “boyfriend” did, change your profile pic to never show your face again.
Do the same thing to your TikTok.
Tell your girl Torynn to go private or have those videos of you in them set to draft mode.
Have your parents go private on all of their social media too.
And we both know the real reason on why he’s your “boyfriend” or should I say your “secret boyfriend.”
Because you don’t want to talk or apologize then I don’t ever want to see your face again.
Don’t ever talk about me again.
I will shut down this blog yet again, but I will not ever come back to it.
I will not be your Fallback Guy.

And the fucked up part is, I told God, I’d let him deal with y’all. That I’d not get physical. Let’s see how that holds up.

Forgive, but don’t forget.

sto: 6:27pm