VeryFine

10/26/2022-10:39am, 7/1/2023-1:12pm

You can say shit about me behind my back yet stay quiet to my face. It’s easier to bite one’s tongue than it is to speak one’s tongue. Funny how you can run away from telling one your thoughts and impressions about them for fear of hurting them.

So you have to ask yourself this, who is the one hiding behind the mask?? I’ve had to mask the pain that I’ve endured for so many years so I’m not afraid of the rejection that y’all run so easily behind and push. It’s bad when you look forward to the pain and rejection and you find it odd when it doesn’t happen. I’ve had to deal with so many sleepless nights because my mind would think of so many ways to physically hurt someone, including recently.

And I hate it. I’ve had to hold that back, to hold that inside so that it would not ruin things in life. Because people can steal one’s happiness and not worry about the consequences. -r. Killebrew.