VeryFine

6/11/2023-8:58pm (Young Thug-High feat. Elton John)

Thoughts of you come to mind
Mine that is
Another day it seems
Thinking of the time
You know what I’m talking about….
The Drop
Is this a nightmare or a dream???
Wondering why…..
these thoughts just don’t stop
When you did….
when it came to the caring
Who am I kidding????
How I’m stuck…..
staring….into space
Thinking of what your voice….
still sounds like
Fuck!
Or the look of your face
I’m trying to recover
trying to heal
Trying to move forward
Trying to move on
Trying……
trying not to look at my phone
when it “DING!”s
Notifications from WordPress
Hopes that it’s you
Nope it’s not
Jordan
India
the U.K.
Canada
the U.S.!
Yes!
…..no
“Exhales”

“One Time!, he says!”
“I wanna know what he was thinking about….
when he said what he said”
“What were his hopes & goals??”
“Why does he want me dead??”
“Was he trying to hook up??”
“I don’t need to spit game!, I’ll just write a piece or two about you!”
“Seduce you!”
“Please!”
“I’ll put your ass in jail!”
“Make your life a living hell.”…..