VeryFine

1/21/2023-12:42am (Cian Ducrot-I’ll be waiting)

I apologized 1,2,3 too many times/wondering why?! Oh why?
As I sit in this bathroom/listening to this song

Thinking about crying/thoughts of where I went wrong

1/4/2023-10:41am (Charli XCX-what you think about me)

One Time!

He has a thing for her/she doesn’t know that he exists/what is he to do???
She claims he that he betrayed her trust/the thoughts in his mind…rush!
She doesn’t talk to him…hush!/now he’s broken-hearted…tears gush!
The apologies just didn’t work!/now he’s fucked!
Cause now he’s stuck/having to see her talk to everyone but him…at work!
The pain inside/how he wants to run….and hide!
But he can’t/cameras here…cameras there/so he creates a world where the happiness resides!
But it doesn’t take long/for that to die
Crushed by the realms of reality/so he writes…his feeling in a song
But that’s not enough
Now it’s an album
Of his pain from her
His world is crumbling down
The smile turned into a frown
He wants to die
He wants to drown….into so many things
But he can’t
…
…..
So he tries and hide
Goes to work like nothing’s wrong
Big boy pants
And the start of a song….

12/31/2022-1:45pm (Brian McKnight-Again)

One time!
What are you looking at me for???/you got something to say????
I can’t read your mind/I don’t have the time, for these games
I thought you were mine/but I guess I was wrong
Now I wish I could erase you and your name/cause my life ain’t the same
no
no
no
I don’t have time for these blames/it hurts, and it stings
I just wish that it was over/wish that I was consumed by the flames….of this fire that you started….that you brought forth
Ohhhhhhhh Nnnnnooooooo

Thoughts in my mind?wondering what your worth….is to me and this world
The tune and melody….just ring out….of you
I wish that you were gone….

11/3/2022-12:52pm

I fucked up lately
with this one girl
oh girl

Oh she wants to drown herself in a bottle or two of Jack Daniels/thoughts of why?
Why?
Oh Why?

11/21/2022-11:07am (Donell Jones-Life goes on)

The thoughts and the pain so deep…..in my mind/Tossing and turning, I can’t get no sleep (ohhhh no) Oh no/Oh how I wish that I could rewind…the hands of time/stop myself cause what’s gonna happen…ain’t gonna be VeryFine/(ohhhh no) Ohhhh no Ohhhhh/THoughts of flipping it on her/It’s her fault/Betrayal, being set up/(ohhhh no) (that’s not Right by you) Stop it! Stop it! Ohhhh no God will make it Rightt, you’ll see/If it’s meant to be, it’ll be

11/23/2022-2:03pm

4 out of 15 equals you and me/choices and the mistakes that I made like I can’t see, when I can

The past 3 weeks ain’t been easy on me/ The actions that happened louder than these words speak/oh how it’s got me weak/I see her looking my way, showing up at my spots.

11/2/2022-1:30pm

One Time!

I fucked up lately with a girl/The thoughts running nonstop of her in my head

“Uhh stop! He thinks that he’s hot, when he’s not/Thinks he’s funny, when he’s not/Tried to apologize….stop! He’s not getting back in so easily, uh sigh.”

Seeing those cheeks sway from side by side, clang clang. Seeing you strut that thang/The words that come about, I wanna sang

11/10/2022-6:37pm

She left me on Read/Thoughts of how I fucked up, in my head/Now here I am looking at her Ig feed in my bed/Yeah I know how fucked it is, selfish & greed/how this shit fucking screams, take heed for what it is.

Girl I need to know today/Are we done, are we through???/Girl I need to know if this is it/I can’t handle not knowing, I’m having fits/Ohhhh no! (ohhhh no)/I’m tired of this shit

Got much needed sleep on Friday/24 days of agony/Questions of why? Why? Oh why?/She betrayed me, betrayed my trust/Was it love? Was it lust?

I see her across the way.
Doing her thing (ohhhh no)/Her eyes looking my way/locking onto each other(ooohhhhh)

Seen her from afar, damn/wouldcha look at that/I ain’t gotta a chance/(ohhhh no) So why???…..damn But I can write these Seduction, these Romances of you…

12/15/2022-11:08pm

The days that have gone by/The questions and thoughts on my mind/The pain that’s still there/(Apologize) I did/THe tears that were cried by both sides/why? Oh why? Truths, lies/The times that I wondered why, why did I do it??

12/16/2022-4:16pm (Diddy & Partynextdoor-Sex in the Porsche)

One time!

I gave my heart to too many women in my life/they took it, threw it to the ground/Mouth wide open; astounded, now a frown/I gotta get away from here/Fresh break, fresh air/Do this, let that shit flow, through my hair.

12/19/2022-2:07pm (Witt Lowry-into your arms)

(From her point of view) Why? What am I supposed to do with my life?/Heartaches & Heartbreaks, I’m starting to question my life/Is this fate, why?/How am I supposed to love when I got this hate?/Traumatic events in my life….why?

1/13/2023-12:26am (Charlie Puth – That’s not how it works)

Don’t even know how to say this/thought if I shared all these thoughts it’d be closure/yet I see your eyes…looking at me and I can’t even close the door/rejection right around the corner getting closer (closer), by the minute/Too much analyzing and I can’t see minute details/You being in areas that I’m at/Questions, truths and lies/why oh why?/oh no!